Everybody has bad days, it’s just a part of being human. We all have our ups and downs. Today was a down. It should have been such an exciting day. I’ve booked flights to go see one of my besties in America. Instead it turned into a day when I felt such a lack of respect from my manager and a colleague on an equal level to me. It sucks having that feeling. I tried so hard to hold my shit together, then out of nowhere, one little tear escapes and I know I’m screwed. Luckily I have another one of my besties that always makes the time I need to just get it out my system, cry on her as much as it takes and then I’m good to go! Thank fuck she was in the office today, I would be screwed without her! She will never know how much I need her in my life!
….I see three of my closest friends in one day and all 3 of them ask if we can see each other more! Today was a great day! I met up with a friend to go do a thing, then visited another friend after and went for a little drink, then coming out of Tesco bumped into another bestie! Talk about luck! I consider myself so lucky to have the real friends that I have. The kind of friends where you always know what’s going on with each other even if you don’t see each other. The kind that you instantly feel the love from before even hugging! I have such an emotional attachment with these friends that it’s overwhelming sometimes! I never want to finish hugging them! Today has been therapeutic and relaxing! Tomorrow I look forward to spending time with my little family!