The last two months have been a rollercoaster. The loss of my Grandad, my other Grandparents moving into a home so they can be looked after properly (they both have dementia), the funeral, the poem, the visits. I still find myself having emotional moments no matter where I am. I spend a lot of time thinking about how time could be spent enjoying it more. I’ve made a promise to myself to simplify things more, not take on so much like I did. To spend as much time as I can with my kids whilst they want to spend time with me. I can’t help but think how sucky it is that I can’t take them to school and pick them up each day. I would love to be able to do that. But I have to work full time to keep earning what I’m earning so we can enjoy our free time together more and not stress about buying treats when we want them. I’ve decided to stop doing my cakes for other people and only do them for family. This means I no longer have to worry about evenings being taken up making and decorating, no wo